Tell them I am real and very much alive. I am looking for people who would like to be my friend. That’s all, just to be my friend. People have a lot of different opinion’s about me and who i am. They talk a lot about me on Sunday mornings. inside buildings with chairs and music and some one standing up telling them how they need me and what they are doing wrong which is causing them to be poor or sick and that my Father is displeased with them when they disobey and that the devil is going to get them. Then they tell them they have to give money to help to support what they are doing, so they can tell more people about me. They tell the people that we in the building are the saints and the people outside in the world are sinners. They tell them that my Father will send them to hell if they do not get born again and that he does not hear sinners. They also say things like you have to talk right and think right and be nice to everybody. Then they ask them to give more money to build the new addition to the building and that building over there that has another name on it has wrong doctrine. Then you turn on the TV or radio and everyone is talking about me again on special stations that is all about me, about the future, about giving them money so they can tell more people about me. They point to the camera and say the lord says there are 200 people out there, that need to give $55 dollars as a seed to get a big check in the mail or to get a blessing. They are always quoting the Bible and telling the same stories about the same people over and over and again. I often wonder do i have any more fiends beside Matthew, Mark, Luke John, Paul, Moses, Job, etc, etc. I get really confused sometime about who i really am when i listen to all this stuff.

I Just want to be their friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!